Thursday 10 March 2011

The swinging of the mood

No specific subject for the blog today really. Today was the day I had been dreading for months, results day. But for a nice change, I didn't end up crying from disappointment, I cried with joy as I had not got a single bad grade and did alot better than I anticipated. Yay! I hope everyone else got what they wanted, or rather what they deserved.

Hugs and congratulations from the tutors who know me best and the people who do too. For then it all to be turned upside down on its head to this horrible mood now. It's not hormonal, nothing of that sort, just because of something so small yet ridiculously annoying!

Men, I really don't know how they do it, I'm open to any suggestions and any convents that are in the area so I can become a nun!

Wednesday 9 March 2011

Lube Songs

A twitter trend that caught my eye yesterday called "change love to lube songs". So basically you change the word love in a song to lube, immature I know but me and some friends from college compiled a list of lube songs and so far we have 90 (ish) songs! So I shall our list with you:

You give lube a bad name,
Can you feel the lube tonight?
When a man lubes a woman,
Where is the lube?
Crazy in lube,
Lube is all around,
You've got the lube,
Bleeding Lube,
I don't lube you,
A million lube songs,
Lube me for a reason,
I lube you,
Find your lube,
Stop in the name of lube,
And the lube kickstarts again,
The greatest lube of all,
I will always lube you,
Lube the way you lie,
I hate that I lube you,
Make you feel my lube,
Lube in an elevator,
Lube actually,
Sugar baby lube,
My first lube,
She will be lubed,
Lube is in the air,
She's so lubely,
This years lube,
Lube lockdown,
Tonight I'm lubing you,
I'm not in lube,
Lube in this club,
Lube shack,
Lubers in Japan,
Accidentally in lube,
As long as you lube me,
Crazy little thing called lube,
Lube game,
Baby lube,
Easy luber,
DJ's got us falling in lube again,
Endless lube,
Everlasting lube,
Everyday I lube you less and less,
How deep is your lube,
I believe in a thing called lube,
I'll make lube to you,
Your lube is my drug,
If this isn't lube,
Lube machine,
Lay all your lube on me,
Its the falling in lube,
Let me lube you,
Like I lube you,
Make lube in this club,
Lube generation,
This ain't a lube song,
I need your lube,
Belly lube,
Do you lube her,
My lube,
Do you lube me still,
Everybody lubes me,
Got no lube,
My lube is pink,
I want to be lubed,
One lube,
Seasons of lube,
Sexy lube,
Stereo lube,
Summer of lube,
Taking back my lube,
She lubes me not,
Lube drunk,
What is lube,
Teenage lube affair,
The one i lube,
Carpal tunnel of lube,
The power of lube,
Addicted to lube,
To Sir, with lube,
Undercover luber,
What is lube,
Without lube,
Whats lube got to do with it,
You're nobody til somebody lubes you.

Laugh away . .

Tuesday 8 March 2011

That "Future"

As I near the milestone that is becoming 18, I start to wonder what will happen or rather what will change as I venture into adulthood.
There are many things to consider such as: will I go to uni? will I be with my boyfriend for the rest of my days? how am I going to keep in touch with everyone?
But at the end of it all, you can never plan for all outcomes and situations that may just be around that corner, all you can come up with are theories, possible solutions to those theories and i guess back-up plans. When thinking about these things, you end up with a tension headache from thinking about all the hurdles, the hurt and heightening stress levels as things progress and become more formal and I guess more mature. You won't have those days where you can just go and buy a guitar, you have to think what else you will need that money for, car insurance? rent? utility bills? It's those thoughts that make you want to stay 17 forever.
University will be one of the toughest decisions of my life. Where to go? Well the plan is to stay local I guess, close to family and the boyfriend, be able to keep a job and not live off baked beans. But then you think, if this is going to be a once in a lifetime thing, shouldn't I be going away and finding my independence as an adult, build life skills, financial skills and experience youth in the 21st century way. Are things holding me back or rather are people, is it the costs that come with higher education? So many things that are impossible to weigh, impossible to measure and impossible to ever predict.
As life progresses, you can't plan every stage of your life. You can't depend on others to make your decisions and most definitely can't let them influence them. Independence is a scary prospect, but the start of an exciting chapter of my life is even more tempting . .

Thursday 13 January 2011

Dates

Keeping the romance and the spark in a relationship is so important, if you don't try to keep it alight, it will just disappear. So we try to do something together every Friday if possible i.e. a date night. Sometimes we will go out for a meal and sometimes we'll stay in with a takeaway. The thing that annoys me most is how expensive it can be for a meal out! sometimes it can come up to £50 just for the 2 of you, it's a piss take.
I'm the one with the job currently in the relationship so I can be pretty restrictive with my money seeing as I have so many things to save for and a few big events coming up to pay for (my boyfriends surprise, it's getting rather close to the £300 mark . .), I just wish I could enjoy my money! I wish I could go shopping and blow a few hundred! I have never ever done that, unless you count paying £300 in the travel agent on a holiday as shopping.
And getting around, I'm paying £30 a month for a bus card which is perfect for college but I hate buses! They are so unreliable and I want to learn to drive. But again it's something else to save up for . . .
I'm young, I want to enjoy the youth I have because it passes so quickly, but money doesn't grow on trees . . .